Yesterday I figured out that I ended up in a vicious circle... On top of
the double vision I have a burn out. This makes sense... I feel like I can't
get rested anymore... If stress caused by a problem that never gets solved
never gets released your healthy stress relieve system just gives up after a
while. It takes up to a year to recharge the batteries... Hopefully my eyes
will have further improved or I'll be back in this mess sooner or later. I
don't want to have an overdosis of stress just by trying to live a normal life
anymore. It is said that burn outs mostly hit perfectionists and people with a
great sense of responsibility... Might very well be true, but I'd just like to
be able to use my brain and concentration. That's not too much to ask for. I
need a profound and structural change in my vision.
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